vampir3 @ 2008-07-29T22: 43:00
And 'I can not love me. I complain of being unable to have intimate relationships with other people when I can not even have a clear dialogue with myself.
I consider myself ugly both inside and outside when I do anything to convince me that no, the others are the wrong ones who do not understand, who are looking for other guys and not me in the end even when I consider myself pretty: how could someone else do it if I'm not the first to do so?
I know from the outset that even if I lose those 10 kilos that I'd lose I would not feel better, so do not do anything to commit to lose them. I can not get some peace with myself and my body never had it and I can not even think that in future I might change my opinion of me.
I have a body that disgusts me and a head that sometimes I would take a bat from one crap I think, do or have. I can not improve myself and I stubborn in thinking that everyone else is the problem for me. I always try a fucking excuse.
know that this is wrong, the fact that ALL the menano "to feel better we should not lose weight or beat the gym, just start to love yourself."
you, thank you, I can not.
I passed and current situations that I have quite a good estimate inhibition and consideration of my persona.Per what should change, in the end I am still stuck at the starting point, maybe I do a few steps forward, then immediately fall back to the box beginning of my journey in less than 10 seconds.
I think I'm better then just a different word and boom, here I am again the condition of false ego-so-I-just-do-no-ha-a-brain where I shut myself away for fear of fucking everything that I've always been.
I would love if someone took away from this stalemate absurd, I'm 18 and I speak as a 12enne sometimes. I would like to help me move, an alarm clock, I would like a shaken but not lifting a finger to get it.
I still call it fear or shyness towards others but in the end it's just a big mess in my head.
I want to be extroverted in a positive way, the sarcasm that has to sell is not to be extroverted, but only balls.
I feel a little better, but I think everything so far. I know I could do something but did not I can not move. I can not take compliments seriously, consider them to be false even if you tell people that I care. I would like someone close, I would like to report that I could finally call with this exact name. I would commit at least a little, I would find some relief.
E 'around like I had a kind of bubble that I can never break, I know that it would take so little to express myself better but also the idea of exposing myself totally scares me.
Why you can not stay a minimum right? Why am I so much trouble? HO
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Is The Cervix High Or Low When Pregnant
vampir3 @ 2008-07-24T16: 52:00
PAST THE THEORY OF DRIVING. YOO!
Saturday delivery with Elisa to buy real jolt to Bologna (aka H & M, vintage market and normal market, and much more giant Scout ahuahah) even if I have already started shopping with a delicious red trench caught fire for the most delicious figure of € 50 (half price was less than 3).
Pictures really sooon>: DD
PAST THE THEORY OF DRIVING. YOO!
Saturday delivery with Elisa to buy real jolt to Bologna (aka H & M, vintage market and normal market, and much more giant Scout ahuahah) even if I have already started shopping with a delicious red trench caught fire for the most delicious figure of € 50 (half price was less than 3).
Pictures really sooon>: DD
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Cake Boss Recipes For Fondant
vampir3 @ 2008-07-19T10: 44:00
Tuesday Interpol in Ferrara ... where my nose was drilled-killed-barrel filled with playful elbow from my neighbor's 3rd-row junkie / loser / died hours / alcoholic / overweight and bald. Virtually
wanted to go ahead and do not hesitate to settle an elbow at full load on the right nostril after two seconds of autonomy has begun to shed blood even in the bucket as Japanese anime hentai I've never seen it done.
Thanks to the care of a sweet group of girls that I have outfitted tissues throughout the concert and two cute kids and very nice that I have avoided the disastrous fall more than once, they are still whole and the concert was wonderful .
But the question is WHY 'I metalcore concerts that I have no more than bruising or so, as soon as I set foot in a concert INDIE, CHRIST, INDIE ROCK I am besieged, beaten and even tortured me I was thrown to the full weight pogo in Slayer.
has no fucking sense. However, he
sense that the singer of interpol has a wonderful voice, it makes sense their style and their shirts are wonderful sense their acoustic basses from 5000 € each, they sense their happy smiles and a sense of their phenomenal with my favorite song as final.
he is too alluring. (Is the photo I made it)
http://img91.imageshack.us/img91/4816/immagine3206zp6.jpg
next step: Killswitch Engage + As I Lay Dying!
Tuesday Interpol in Ferrara ... where my nose was drilled-killed-barrel filled with playful elbow from my neighbor's 3rd-row junkie / loser / died hours / alcoholic / overweight and bald. Virtually
wanted to go ahead and do not hesitate to settle an elbow at full load on the right nostril after two seconds of autonomy has begun to shed blood even in the bucket as Japanese anime hentai I've never seen it done.
Thanks to the care of a sweet group of girls that I have outfitted tissues throughout the concert and two cute kids and very nice that I have avoided the disastrous fall more than once, they are still whole and the concert was wonderful .
But the question is WHY 'I metalcore concerts that I have no more than bruising or so, as soon as I set foot in a concert INDIE, CHRIST, INDIE ROCK I am besieged, beaten and even tortured me I was thrown to the full weight pogo in Slayer.
has no fucking sense. However, he
sense that the singer of interpol has a wonderful voice, it makes sense their style and their shirts are wonderful sense their acoustic basses from 5000 € each, they sense their happy smiles and a sense of their phenomenal with my favorite song as final.
he is too alluring. (Is the photo I made it)
http://img91.imageshack.us/img91/4816/immagine3206zp6.jpg
next step: Killswitch Engage + As I Lay Dying!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Women Genitalia Gallery
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Sorry, I do not hear from you so much. Are packed with commitments and this is sooo boring. But tomorrow I'm going to Ferrara and I come back Thursday, drunk on cocktails and the concert of Interpol * ç * God, I love it.
I'm trying (in vain loooong way) to lose weight because it seems to be growing a giant blue whale beached in San Marino. You know it sucks.
and T-shirts now do business, but today I forgot my pin postpay and I could not pick up the fruits of my labor. What a bore.
And I have to give the license between 10 days and are strapanico. CAAAAZZZO for me I failed. I can feel it. I have to study more for sure.
The practice should not be too bad, it's cool to drive. Okay, I'm still the 2nd drive, but I do not suck so much (at least, he told me that I'm not too disgusting and I learn quickly.)
Considering that the scooter I hate it and it made me too scared, the car is relaxing, comfortable, and above all You can shoot your music at random.
Bello.
Fingers crossed for my theory test for driving license .... Pray for me, please ç_ç
Sorry, I do not hear from you so much. Are packed with commitments and this is sooo boring. But tomorrow I'm going to Ferrara and I come back Thursday, drunk on cocktails and the concert of Interpol * ç * God, I love it.
I'm trying (in vain loooong way) to lose weight because it seems to be growing a giant blue whale beached in San Marino. You know it sucks.
and T-shirts now do business, but today I forgot my pin postpay and I could not pick up the fruits of my labor. What a bore.
And I have to give the license between 10 days and are strapanico. CAAAAZZZO for me I failed. I can feel it. I have to study more for sure.
The practice should not be too bad, it's cool to drive. Okay, I'm still the 2nd drive, but I do not suck so much (at least, he told me that I'm not too disgusting and I learn quickly.)
Considering that the scooter I hate it and it made me too scared, the car is relaxing, comfortable, and above all You can shoot your music at random.
Bello.
Fingers crossed for my theory test for driving license .... Pray for me, please ç_ç
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